
In the Darkroom
In the summer of 2004 I set out to investigate someone I scarcely knew, my father. The project began with a grievance, the grievance of a daughter whose parent had absconded from her life. I was in pursuit of a scofflaw, an artful dodger who had skipped out on so many things—obligation, affection, culpability, contrition. I was preparing an indictment, amassing discovery for a trial. But somewhere along the line, the prosecutor became a witness. When the feminist writer learned that her 76-year-old father—long estranged and living in Hungary—had undergone sex reassignment surgery, her investigation turned personal and urgent. How was this new parent who identified as "a complete woman now" connected to the silent, explosive, and ultimately violent father she had known? Faludi chases that mystery into the recesses of her suburban childhood and her father's many previous incarnations: American dad, Alpine mountaineer, swashbuckling adventurer in the Amazon outback, Jewish fugitive in Holocaust Budapest. Her struggle to come to grips with her father's metamorphosis takes her across borders—historical, political, religious, sexual—to bring her face to face with the question of the age: Is identity something you "choose," or is it the very thing you can't escape?
Buy this book at Amazon- Publisher
- Macmillan + ORM
- Year
- 2016
- ISBN-13
- 9780805095999
- Genre
- Biography & Memoir
- Topics
- Gender identity and transgender experienceFather-daughter relationshipJewish identity and Holocaust history
Awards
- Kirkus Prize for NonfictionWon(2016)
- Pulitzer Prize for Biography or AutobiographyShortlistedMajor(2017)
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